Wednesday, November 23, 2011

total *%^$*^

assalamualaikum....
pe khabar sumer.....
moge sihat hendaknyew......

hari ni jadual ak x pack sangt
coz de klas yg suddenly dibatalakan(usah dikhabar gumbira dihati)
he333
so lepas tghari td xde la klas pew2.....
nak ke hospital for clarking or seeing any procedure......hermmmm
malaz jew rase.....
tp yg paling memalukan pada ak adalah pagi td.....
ak xde la kene sound or being embarassed by other in any such ways
tp ak malu ngan diri sendrik....
naper????
coz ak ni x pandai...
camne ley jadik medical student ntah......
HO tanyew pown x ley jawab.....
dulu ak xde pernah rase camni....
tp by the time ak tgk camne sumer HO time keje n tanggungjawab diorg pikul.....
baru la ak terasa betapa pentingnya to had a very good knowledge n not juz soft skill
pagi td de sorg HO ni tanyew question kat ak time de ngah dok kasik rawatan kat klinik....
then boley kate almost all i CAN'T answer.....
damn U S****Q (myself)
pe ar penat jew org ajar ko 2 tahun laz2 ko x ingat pew pown.....

initially mende ni bagi ak biase jew.....
tp dek kerna almost everyday in thiz week ak disoal tanpe berjawapan...
ak mule sedar betape teruknyew ak....
even budak medic from private pown far more better than me(I think)
nak kate ak bz sangat xde la....
tp ak asyik x cukup mase jew...
ntah le....
pe nak jadik la..........
how can people rely on U when U becoming a DOCTOR one day!!!
ARGHHHHH......................
I need to do some drastic change(ayat jew 2...hope x la kan)....
dah le kureng study..keje plak banyak bertangguh.....
TERUK.....TERUK..

k la...
wasalam...

p/s: dok terpikir pe mende la nak study dulu.....

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