im failured???????

assalamualaikum...
erm...
ri ni tetibe je ak terpikir pasal ni....
is it im a failured.....
reason for this is.....
everything that i done and came upon me is becoming bad....
entah le....
nape ak pikir cam ni secare tetibe....
sumetime de gak terpikir hidop ni x brape adil......
naper ak je yg slalu malang.....
ak tau semalang2 ak still de yg laen lg truk....
tp ntah naper ak rase my life is so suck.....
gile tol hidop ni...
ak rase ak ni failure dr sumer aspek....
luv, wealth, health, knowledge, intelectual, leadership and others....
arghhhhhh....
malaz nye nak pk....
tp bende ni ak hadapi dalam kehidupan ak hari2....
erm...
hope my lucky day n time will come soon....
aminnnn