assalamualaikum...
senarnyew ak ngah mood tersangat tension skang ni...
exam dah terangat dekat....
but knowledge......arghhh so ciput....
senarnyew ak dok siapkan ak nyew slide utk seminar ni....
then dah nak siap mule la rase nak me"lara" jap....
then ak mule terkenang zaman mude2 ak dulu
iaitu di zaman ak menengah atas (coz time ni ak kat ostel)
untuk pengetahuan korang.....
zaman skolah menengah ak so far much more happening comparable to my university time.....
zaman itu even nak SPM......
ak still cam manusia yg xde matlamat yg jelas....
everyday is the for enjoy
walaupown senarnyew in my f4 life is quite HELL....
i'm been bullying by my sr.
sampai skang ak dok dendam ngan diorg..
kalu de can nak je ak ajak fight balik one by one......
but itu sumer sejarah kan....
manusia sepatutnya memaafkan satu sama lain...
lgpown ak de gak wat hell kat diorg....
time diorg suwoh amik nasik ak g bubuh air longkang, ak n memembe ludah and lots more....
(plezz don't me for that...korg x rase pe aku rase n futhermore serius ak nyew perangai dulu mmg lain dr skang)
kekadang menyesal gak coz kejahatan ak balaz ngan kejahatan....
but my f5 life so super duper havoc....
memacam ak buat.....
boleh kate sumer mende yg sket kureng bermoral ak de buat....
ak time skolah pernah jadik smoker tegar.....
tp de gak mende ak buat k.....
tp yg paling teruk ak x study langsung n x pernah pikir mase depan....
bile sebut pasal study ni yg ak mule rase nyesal....
naper????
sebab ak terlalu liar kat skolah la ak nyew result cam *(&%&^*.....
mmg la de lg teruk....
tp due to that incident my future almost becoming dark....
naseb baek dapat masuk matrik gak.....
ak juz study lg 3 mggu nak exam.....
kekadang ak de pikir ak bnyk dosa ngan cikgu2 n all my frenzs....
kalu pikir balik, if ak study mayb i wont be here......
mane tau kowt de rezki nak fly anywhere....(xde la nak kate ak ni pandai..tp juz berangan)
that time ak x pernah de aim nak jadik pew.....
ak tau life ak mmg havoz la.....
pelbagai memory de, baik dr hitam, puteh n any others colour.........
however....
ak still syukur kepada ALLAH SWT.....
mayb sebab 2 skang bergelar medical student.....
mayb sebab 2 ak belajar erti hidup yg lebey lagi....
mungkin sebab 2 mengajar ak untuk survive in multiple type of person(not all la...i'm not perfect)
hope my future will be more bright by time
hope afterwards i will be a good doctor and good MUSLIM.....
hope ak ley change the world to what my CREATOR wants......
that all from me.....
to all the people...
plezz dont judge a book by it cover...
plezzz always be posotive and enjoy ur life (in the syara' allowed lar)
wasalam....
p/s: mengharap ak menemui sinar utk meningkatkan knowledge secukupnyew utk exam ni and at the same time i will develop a good skill in other to a good MUSLIM DOCTOR......tq
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