masih tercari2

assalamualaikum....

erm....

sok is my last day for 2nd week of lecture thiz sem(cam tunggang terbalik jew ayat 2)

so makne dah agak banyak ak blaja(walau x masuk otak lg)

tp untill thiz day im still not start any kind of revesion o even learning..

im still dalam mood holidays la.....

so ak skang ni still tercarik2 mane nak start n pe catalist die....

hope ak mampu la

lgpown thiz week ak de kem (related to agama)

baik x ak..

ha333

nak berubah dari ak yg agak jahil..

ermmmm

bukan jahil tp kurg tau n terdedah ngan gejala sosial yg agak banyak la....

almaklumlah..

anak muda(kacak +bergaya)

ha333

then ak pown dah x tau nak cakap pew...

ha33

salam

kepenatan

assalamualaikum...

erm malam td g overnight kat marang ikowt membe mancing(even ak x brape reti mancing)

pergh punye la boring tunggu coz duduk berjam2 langsung x kne..

dah le xde ikan tarik jew pancing komfom lekat..

arghhh

malas ak..

then ak pown mengambil keputusan muktamad (tanpa ragu2)

terus ak berenti mancing...

coz lagi lame lagi jahanam jew pancing org 2..

ha33

so ak punye la borink tgk diorg lak mancing...

last2 dah dekat2 subuh joran si DUDU mengena...

punya la semangat tarik..

last2 dapat ikan (pebende ntah name)...

trus jadi kusam kembali suasane ...

coz mengikut kate bijak pandai ikan 2 makan shit(taik)

so trus dilepaskan then balik jew maidam pagi tadi trus sidai baju yg semalaman ak basuh

nasib baek la ak tau ak ni rajin...

so ak x lupekan la softener..

so x berbau la baju ak walau sidai lambat

he33

bijak x...

then ak trus la tido...

qada pe ak dah gune semalam...

so bangun2 dah kul 1.30...

trus mandi n semayang..

afterwards pe lagi mensunyikan keroncong kat perut la...

trus amik kunci moto..

bergegas demi mencari sesuap nasik(perghh..trajis jew bunyi cam keje berat)

ha333

k that allll

salm

udah lame...

assalamualaikum..

udah lame teman x berblogging ni....

teman pown sebenarnye xde pe nak crite juz nak kasik blog teman ni x lapuk dek panas n x lekang dik nasik kangkang...

ha333..

juz joke.....

erm...

1st week in sem 4...

sungguh xde makne..

abiz mase juz wat summary...

yg ak pelik org lain lek jew...

mayb diorg dah siap kowt(+ve think b4 ak meletop dgr de x siap)

alhamdulilah siap gak summary ak walau x sehensem tuan die(perasan sket yerk, jgn mareh)

erm...

weekend ni cuti 3 hari but really feel dull

coz:

1. x ley balik tiket balik epohh abiz...hu333

2. ari asyik ujan jew so susah nak merayap

3. duit Jamal Pak Abu x masuk lagi..pokai

4. al-syeikh x balik lagi so susah nak plan g merayap...

5. ak xde awek lagi...xde kaitan pown..sengal....(tgh carik k)

....

so what im going to do in thiz 3 days cuti lorh....

hope ak wat sumtink berfaedah....

amin...

k...

salam..

p/s pade sape ade membe o sedare o adik beradik o diri sendrik yg single + cun + hot. sile inform kat saye..he33

juz nak berkenalan.....

jangan marah

rumors

assalamualaikum...

erm..

ak de mendengar next year harge handfon ak merudum...

erm..

tetibe terbayang handfon baru..

tp next sem ak planning nak beli dslr..

nampak cam kne pendam lg jew kamera 2...

no3333

lets see what gone to happen

pro and cons cuti.....

assalamualaikum...

erm...

time cuti mmg bez x yah ngadap buku langsung...

tido n bangun sesuke hati coz xyah risaw ngantok dlm klaz...

then...

xyah pikir abiz duit coz makan bersubsidi....

tp masalahnyew....

cuti ni meningkat jarum penimbang time ak naik atas die...

tension2...

asyik cuti jew ak membesar asyik membesar jew cuti...

org kate besar la bez...

cubetgk org time mancing bangge dapat ikan besar...

arge lembu lebey mahal bile lagi besar...

lagi besar kete lagi kaye org 2...

tp ak ni manusia..

hu33

cam ne nak solve mende ni ...

arghhhhhhhh

jiwe manusia

assalamualaikum....

erm..

manusia ni sumtime weird gak kan...

when the time they got couple they not loyal with their own tutt

they also sumtink thing that annoying due to mayb his partner are very the lekat2..

but when they do not have any couple they start to think to had one...

same as me....

he33

reason ak tulis ni actually bukan pe...

juz nak luahkan jew de ak rase...

ak skang ni ngah single..

so jiwe ak as a man kengkadang de gak meronta nak bercouple same as my frenz..

but till now i dont think that really a good thing for from the side of religeon and also my spiritual...

ak rase kalu ak couple now

sure coz ak cam nak berkasih sayang with my opposite gender...

so that not really towards my aim for searching for my future wife and also mother to my kid..

so ak skang juz terpikir kalu couple ni juz bagi bad effect to me...

1st..

ak ni jenis x suke awek belanje coz ego i guess...

so kalu dah perangai cam ni sure kopak ak dibuatnye...

2nd...

kalu couple ak rase ak tend to do sumtink bad(xde la sampai nerzina)..

tp bende 2 tergolong dalam maksiat gak kan...

ak ni dah le x kuat iman...

3rd...

komfom ak cepat jew break up..

kalu x sepadan..

i meant x kne jiwe..

ak really x suke ngongkong hidop org n also dikokong...

so ak ni dah le x suke mesej...

then call..

rase ak awal couple rajin la..

ujung2..

sayup2 jew nak dgr...

mezti tension pompuan 2...

4th...

ak bukan pe ak kalu ley nak carik budak corse lain

o kalu ley dak satu negeri o near to my state

reason..

senanng nak balik kg when the time dah keje nanti...

he33(future thinking 2)

tp kalu dah jodojh ak terima jew..

ak x restrict pown bende ni...

i think that some part of it..

so saje je nak tulis....

adiosss...

wasalam

panjang n pendek

assalamuallaikum....

erm...

naper erk...

kalu ak balik cuti juz 4 weekend jew sure cam x cukup mase....

like time is running out....

rase nak lepak umah lelame jew....

banyak gilew bende nak wat tp x sempat....

then the prime thing is it really is enjoyable....

tp kalu cuti panjang...

ri2 cam ulang rutin same jew....

kengkadang feel really bored......

cam lame nyew cuti (except d'penghujungnye la)

bukak tenet pown cam xde bende sgt nak surf...

erm...

any idea to make my holiday more cheerful....

salam...

result

assalamualaikum....

erm...

ri ni afficially result sem 3 dah kluar....

he333

gumbira x3

sumer org lulus

n the most important thing ak yg lulus...

hwa333

bahgie nye rase.....

now i want to enjoy my holidays and kalu de rezki...

nak carik awek...buat bini..

ha333

juz joke.....

(kalu betol pown pe salahnye)
so now i need to finish up my summary that had been tasked to me(betol ke ayat ak ni..bedal jew)

that all...

salam

dahulu dan sekarang

assalamualaikum..

erm senarnye dah lame rase untuk meluahkan perasaan ini..

namun masih belom berkesempatan..

so bersempena cuti semester ini..

dapat la kurangnye

ak mencoret diblog ini ape yg tersirat dan tersurat di hati kecilku ini

erm..

teringat time skolah dlu dari skolah rendah sampai la skolah tinggi...(tidak lupa zaman matrix)

aim pabila exam sure nak score A...

x pernah langsung nak memikirkan untuk lulus...

coz lulus ni cam as simple as u eat kacang puteh...(except add math la..)

yang susah nye juz nak score dapat A....

zaman matrix pown same kalu x dapat A rase susah hati gilew...

yg paling dasat time skolah rendah...(zaman kegemilangan)

kalu muka ak ni x dapat A sure orang lain terkezut....

asal score jew name ak naik (even UPSR x dapat 5 n pmr x cukup 8)

at least satu jew kantoi...

SPM???

jgn ditanye zaman jahiliyah so result pown jahil gak la...

ha3333

then masuk matrix gua struggle la...

bayangkan without basic from secondary skul...

so cam dak kecik blaja add math la jawapnyew..

walaupown bukan 4 flat..

at least dapat gak masuk med skul....

goverment nye lak 2(even jauh di timur sane)

next part...

skang ak officially known as medical student

disinilah bermulanya sinerio baru hidup ak....

from the begining of my 1st exam as med student....

x pernah pikir nak score

GILOWWW

nak score pown x pikir...

bukan coz malaz

gua study lagi teruk kowt dari dulu...

tp juz mampu think for lulus jew...

x tau lak ak med skul ni susah gilew (even dalam reramai ak paling banyak mengarut n merayap)

but ak study k....

tensionnnn....

ak terpikir gak nape la susah sangat ak nak kne blaja .

bukan ley score pown...

keje pown susah....

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

dah naseb...

erm..

2 la nak glam sgt(glam kew???...hampeh de la)

ak amik bukan pasal glam k..

but for the sake of my father wish....

so dont blame me yerk......

erm..

k la...

2 je dlu rase ketidak tentuan hati ini..

p/s senarnye ak teringat nak tulis ni pasal ak baru jew abiz final sem 3...

so banyak soklan anat, embryo and surely patho yg xley

jawab...

risaw tunggu exam ni

pulang = pengakhiran

assalamualaikum....

erm hari ini 27/11/2010..

sabtu

saya selaku pelajar medic UniSZA..

dengan ini akan pulang ke kampung halaman (walaupun bukan kg..ttp demi mentrajiskan suasana)

bermakna dengan rasminya bahawasanya semester 1 tahun 2 telah pun berakhir...

oh kampungku nan indah dgn sawah padi (kg yerk bukan umah)

dengan senang hati saya malafazkan pengumuman ini

diharap kepulangan ini menjadikan titik noktah kepada diri saya untuk semester ini...

semoga saya mampu melangkah ke semester baru pada pertengahan bulan 12 ini...

diharap tiada pihak (fakulti)

yang bakal menelefon saya selagi cuti semester belom berakhir...

kegirangan hati ini tidak dapat digambarkan dgn kata kerana itu adalah kata2 bukan gambar...

so jangan hopefully im enjoy thiz holiday and manage to do sumtink usefull...

salam

p/s driver saya sedang menunggu dengan limosin 44 tpt duduk...

sape nak ikowt jom

sudah berhabuk

assalamualaikum...

erm...

agak lame dah saye enggak mencoret disini...

erm...

disebabkan kesibukan yg mencapai tahap dewa laut...

so x sempat nak luahkan..

so skang ni dah fre ssgt...

ha33

exam final dah abis...

tp bahananye blom abis lagi...

result x kuar lg...

n

berita burok result kluor lambat...

(hope that will be the worse la, jgn de dah)

so ak ngah pening ni bile nak balik umah....

cadang sok mlm tp...

x sure la...

cam malaz jew...

sayang nak tinggal bilik ku di maidam

he333

skang ni ak ngah risaw...

takowt FAILED..

mmg la de mulut yg kate ayat jew lebey...

but bende 2 dah terbukti...

last modul ri 2 ak failed....

oh nooooo

hope it not did it again (dlm rentak lagu britney)

arghhhhh

so kalu ak balik sok...

sure kali wajib blog ni bakal bersawang kembali....

coz ak x suke menulis blog kat umah(reason slalu merayap so jrg de mase lebey nak berblogging)

ak nye jawaban time osce ri 2 cam ga****g....

essay plak cam h**** ****h....

erghhhhhhhhhh....

mcq paper 1st jew yakin skit...

2nd paper bungkus cam telur bungkus....

ayoyoyo...

ape mau jadik ini...

pe2 pown...

after exam ak kne serangan "nfsmw" perghhhh

mmg bahaya....

k...

i think that all for now...

salam chow cincau......

day by day

erm sedar x sedar dah nak abiz dah minggu ni..

its meant dah nak abiz mase utk study week...

even de mase cuti raye,,

but it not for study time...

ayoyo....

how im going to do...

lots of thing im not cover n the thing that i had read actually just superficially touch jew...

hu333

mati lorh...

keperibadianku

assalamualaikum...

erm...

td ak baru je balik dari usrah(gabungan ngan junior)

so we all dipimpin oleh ustaz aslam ri ni...

mmg bez die nyer talk...

but very the panas plus laser....

ternyata ak ni dalam golongan yg jahil....

banyak bende lagi pasal Islam yg basic pown ak x tau....

cam ne nak ngaku Islam yg baek...

tp pe kan daye ak ni pown remaja as others.,...

so gile mencarik sesuatu yg biasenyer xde kaitan ngan mase akhiratku...

ya Allah...

tolong la bawak hamba MU ni kejalan yg Kau redhai....

usrah 2 mmg bez...

mmg terasa nak ajak memembe laen dtg skali...

pe kan daye diri ini x mampu....

mayb lepas dah okey skit ilmu di dada ni ak mampu utk influenced others...

amin.....

gile ri ni mmg penat....

sehari melepak kat bilik....

then petang gi GYM....

pergh...

ri ni ramai kowt org...

dah le sumer badan cam badang(cam katak puru)

ak nye lengan jauh lg kecik kowt dr diorg....

ak x teringin pown badan cam 2,....

skali skala nampak hodoh...

undress je nampak gempak but kalu de dress buruk....

x kan nak berbogel...

ish33

tp ak g td nak maintain stamina

and also to reduce some of my adipose...

gile sem ni ak nye berat naek pada tahap membimbangkan pihak bersekutu...

cam ne nak trun balik ni....

nak jog 2km pown pancit kalu cam ni...

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh

ilang mood...

assalamualaikum....
damn....
mood ak utk study trus ilang...
lepas dgr 2 jew ak antara yg fail mcq...
gilew jahanam ak ni...
truk giler...
penat2...
dah ilang sumer mood nak study
nak balik umah skang jugak...

tension end of semester

assalamualaikum....

study week utk thiz time patotnye lagi bez la coz 2 minggu(include raye)

tp ntah kenape, mengapa n bagaimana....

rasa x bez sangat...

mood nak study x sampai2 coz tringat nak balik umah jew...

dah le duit poket dah kering tahap padang pasir

arghh.....

ak ri2 membazir mase jew...

bukak lecture note...

paling strong sari ley abiz satu o 2 jew...

pas 2 macamne nak khatam before final...

gilow tension...

dah le ari2 bangun lambat x kire la tido awal o lambat....

naseb baek ak single trang tang2

so x yah pikir psal awek...

ha333

erm......

malam ini

assalamualaikum....

erm...

malam ni ak carik kelainan skit....

ak g kuar study kat McD...

gile dasat...

even niat asal nak memuaskan nafsu makan...

ha333

erm...

so far byk makan n kureng study...

he333

erm...

eom juz few 2 day more...

tp ak ni x insaf2....

xpe22

chayok2

happy but risaw

assalamualaikum....

erm...

x tau nak cakap cam ne ni

ak tersangat happy ri ni...

coz finally after very2 long time ak dapat gak jumpe balik(dlm fb) ngan memembe skolah rendah ak

bayangkanlah setelah beberape dekat 2....

fuhhhh

mmg enjoy x terkate....

at least ak tau pe jadik ngan diorg....

terkenang kembali keindahan skolah rend

ah..

time2 ak kat histel zaman bebudak dlu...

lucu ses

angat

but...

pe yg merisawkan ak ialah...

ak x study pownm....

even EOM juz not around lgi dah...

slangkah kera je lagi kowt...

risaw plus2 ak ni....

giler ar...

ni last EOM 4 thiz sem lorh..

pas 2 nak kne study tuk final sem lak...

mampos ak.....

ya ALLAH..

bantuilah ak...

amin..

sign n symptom

assalamualaikum...

erm...

ri ni nak cter yg ak mengalami satu dz yg agak acute but critical...

ak dpt detect ak kne pnyakit ni apabila ak mengalami bbrape sn n sx....

1st....jerawat naik tanpe belas ehsan...

2nd...ak dah x dapat nak bersenang lenang...

3rd....ak dah x tau pe yg ak dah bace n belom...

4th...sumer ak dgr cam ak x pernah tau...

5th...bile de yg carik pasal tangan n kaki terase ringan...

6th...tido sampai ttgh malam tanpe de pekdah...

7th..ayat "mampos la ak" manjadi buah mulut harian...

8th...sedar x sedar mase cam lagi laju dr watson yambet @ usain bolt...

so...

diagnosis untuk penyakit ak ni...

eomtitis....

satu penyakit n acute dan merbahaya...

ubat...blom de yg bebetol efektif...

tetapi ley resolve selepas abiz nye virus eomistia.....

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

plezzzzzzzzzzz......

help meeeeeeeeeeee

my status.............

assalamualaikum.....

from now im declare my self as single n mingle....

about available...not conform yet.....

erm.....

luckily im not feel so sad but there a little...

ops not little but tooooo little....

because im had prepaired for this situation....

so now im free n free to do whateva i want...(even b4 pon dah free..he33)

so im glad with this n i accept it

aminn...

sucks...

baru je planning nak merehatkan badan serehatnyew....

skali pbl change dr kul 3 ke pkul 2...

terkejor2ran ak dibuatnyer....

tension2....

dah le pe yg ak patot present skit jew....

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

now...

going back to kota A.S.A.P

fikiranku....

assalamualaikum....

erm....

im very in the stressful mode now....

dah tinggal 2 mggu je lagi ari berkuliah...

ak x start pe2 lg utk revesion 4 da final...

giler ar....

1st time ni....

mampos ak nak cover time cuti nanti...

sure kelam kelibut ribut rambut dan berbut2 lagi....

ntah le...

hope i can perform my bez this time....

dlu ak x dapat study at least 4 ari coz tension ak involve in car crash....

very the tragic one lorh....

erm....

hopefully now...

there is no more big obstacle like that came seeing me anymore....

udah2 le bernaseb malang yob oiii....

so thiz time try perform ur double bez in order to pass la....

kalu de rezki more than that( mmg mengharap keng

kadang)

for thiz modul so far my study are smooth...

but unable to cover all la....

hope ak jawab kali ni n bukan tembak dgn penuh perasaan jew....

mayb modul 12 ri 2 ak nye obstacle is due to my father fall sick...

now he much better....

hope the condition will enhance toward +sitivity and resulting excelent health....

(cam exm lak kan)

ha333

x kisah la...

my blog, up to me la nak story mende pown...

kalu x baek x yah ade blog...

kan3333

erm sok klaz half day jew..

but it start early....

hope x ngantok la sok....

kalu x abiz burn ak nye lacture sok.....

(takowt ngantok tpi blogging tetengah malam ley....ish33)

selingan b4 tido kowt.....

so k la ...

that what i want to story mory today....

if i free again sure i tulis lagi punyer(dgn nada dafi buat utk tagline die AF dlu)

ha333

ngarot tol ak memalam ni...

ka la...

mr saufiq...had sweet dream, sweat awek@ bini and sweat live now n hereafter....

salam.....

ngantokkkkkkkkkkk

assalamualaikum....

jap lg kul 2 klas prof rahman...

tp ak dah ngantok ni....

kalu tido skang risow terbabas....

kalu juz klaz histopath jew xpe...

hu333

hope ak ley survive dlm klas jap lg....

still not enough...

assalamualaikum...

erm...

naper la bende ni menggusarkan ak sangat...

thiz is become everyday im keep older day by day n my teenage o young adult time

are gone behind n im keep reaching the

golden age n died....

so that the reason ak sesangat tension...

naper la idop ak as student not so

extravaganza...

ri ni ak kuar ngan classmate ak jenjalan

but that still not enough for my "kenangan mase mude"

im wanted sumting that could make me proud to story back to others..

even my child...

university life should be tremendous

bukan cam ni..

yg hanye buku + lepak bilik...

macam anak dare kowt....

arghhhhhhhhhh

hope sumting miricle could be happen.....

friday morning....

assalamualaikum...

erm....

bende ni cam keep cycling je dlam hidop ak...

when the of weekend jew cam xde makne...everytime my cuti came it meaningless...

nothing cool happen...

im tired already la ngan bende ni...

bangun sure lambat dah tido pown lambat...

then lepas mandi tgk je lecture o nak study..

sure ngantok dtg mengunjung...

tension siot...

kalu dah dtg ngantok 2 sure xyah study nanti buang mase n tenage jew...

then ngadap lappy...

ilang ngantok...

tgk balik lecture note o buku dtg balik ngantok...

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???????????????????

is there any solution about that...

now the worse thing i feel is...

blogginng is no longer freely to expose urself...

WTF la...

rugi je la ak berblog..

ak juz nak luahkan perasan jew kat sni...

bcoz this the bez places 4 that....

ayaaaaa....

susah loo ini macam...

my mind

in chaotic mode

kepale otak naik ting tong

assalamuailaikum...

erm lame gak ak mengomel kat blog ni....

almaklumlah bz memanjang....

serabut ak dibuatnyer....

gilow tension minggu ni...

kerja melambak xle ingat punyer...

pe da exco akedemik...

kalu nak suwoh wat note pown beragak la....

melambak kowt...

nak study utk dri sendrik pown x sempat...

should b diz week ak g epowh...

tp dek kerna keerja ni terpakse ak berkorban....

ak nak balik wooo....

dah melepas....

then ngan inter fakulti ni...

penat masuk jew...

last2 dapat satu jew pingat n 2 pown perak jew...

sok klaz but kul 3 ak still idop...

dok ngah siapkan kerja ak mention kat atas 2 la..

dah x larat dah wei...

but ptg td ak de terjumpe ex-schoolmate ak...

upenyer ade gak gak benun selain ak terlepas d UniSZA ni...

dasat2....

skang ni ak rase nak g merayap jejauh jew nak kasik ilang sumer tension ak....

tp pe kan daye time xde free lg...

xpe pas ni ak nak isi minyak moto pepenuh then nak g merayap tanpa arah jejauh...

kalik ilang sumer tension ak kat tgh jalan...

k...

that all....

aminnn

gilew pack nyew

assalamualaikum...

pergh makin ujung sem makin pack rase jadual ak...

ntah le naper la...

kang sem ni de lagi faktor penjahanam result ak....

diz week mayb ak trun ipowh utk konvensyen anak perak

then next week dgr cter kne g langkawi plak

program ngan mpp...

gilow abiz duit n mase ak....

dah le banyak x study....

this week sibuk ngan pbl n kerje dr exco akademik...

ak rase macam 24 diberi pada setiap aku cam x cukup jew....

naper erk....

tp org laen cam cukup jew...

ak dah habis maximise kan dah sumer mase bg memenuhi segale kehendak xtvt harian ak

tp still x cukup...

kan bez kalu dapat balik zaman skolah....

cam melambak2 mase ak de....

b4 diz ak terbayang idop sebagai budak u yg really enjoy n x de byk kne study

tp sedar x sedar ak dah tergolong dalam mamat hampir nurd

yg hari2 nye hanya buku n study

even ak de gak masukkan sumtink else bg menceriakan hari ak

tp still not enough...

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

then ak nak try carik solution...

...study group.....

tp still can't coz ak ni plik dr org...

so pemikiran ak yg berbeda ni menyebabkan ak x ley masuk ngan org lain...

arghhhh susah gilew kalu cam ni.....

ak kalu juz jd pendengar n x tau pe plak yg diceritakan

sure ak rase ak ni ba****g jew n byk x study....

penat2 hidop cam ni.....

dah le kalu time keje nanti pown susah.....

ohh GOD plez show me some solution....

damn bored

assalamualaikum....

erm....

what a sucks of life i feel now....

ntah le...

boring gile rase nye hidop university ak...

sepatutnye this the time kite collect memory...

tp ak cam xde pe2 pown...

ari2 buat bende yg same...

keep repeating from day by day....

its true as student i should study...

for me is no doubt about that...

tp nak gak enjoy but not la all the time...

tp masalahnye hidop ak skang ni even once pown susah nak rase the enjoy time...

tension....

mmg betol kat trganu ni xde pe2 tpt utk lepak di bandaraya die..

tp that not the point...

ak rase cam nak lari jew dr sni...

carik memembe lame ak balik utk g nikmati hidop remaje ak...

nak kate selalu study pown xde la sgt..

result ttp @Y$*6(^((%*698....

so pe lg faktor nye....

so now im hoping that there is an enviroment that support me to create my campus life colourful..

hopefully....

aminn

hari selasa ku...

assalamualaikum....

hari ini hari selase...

pown xde yg special + extravaganza...

tp ri ni....

ayah ak g ijn.....

then pas maghrib tadi ak call ayah ak...

then die cakap cam not so serius...

tp next 19 die kne g ijn balik utk...

undergoes some procedure of intubation through artery( ye kew term 2)

arghh..bedal jew..

he3

kalu serius dr kate kne wat balloning angioplastic....

nak tau pe 2 a

goggle la...

ha33

k la

that all....

haish....

assalamualaikum....

erm....

what to story erk....

erm....

ak pown x tau...

ri ni cam xde bende menarik jew....

jadual ri ni smmgnye boring

pagi g klaz...

then ptg kuar jog...

mlm g library...

that all...

what a sucks of life...

but the good thing is im still can breath and live in this world...

erm....

so tomorrow(its meant today la according to time)

my beloved father will go to IJN for an appointment

coz of hypotension yg die dpt ri 2...

hopefully nothing serious happen or even no at all...

hermmmm

moge2 la yerk...

now ak ngah blogging kat bili 24 jam kat library kota...

very bez this place

so peaceful and cold(de air-cond kowt)....

lgpown kalu dok bilik main jew....

sini on9 pown laju...

mmg puas hati....

but yg x syok nyer...

ak nak study...

tp bukak je buku n note...

everything is very dull n bored...

im just like losing my mind to study...

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

hope i can really3 prepair for my last EOM for this sem...

hati lelaki

assalamualaikum...

sumer org tgk lelaki pada dasarnye adalah satu golongan yg diciptakan kasar...

namun pada dasarnya mereka juge berhati lembut kerna mereka juga insan biasa...

begitu juga lah dgn ak....

bukan nak kate ak bapok..(PAHAM)

tp ak x tau la kenape...

semenjak ayah ak sakit ni...

ak rase cam pilu jer bile terkenang tentang 2...

ak x kisah kalu putus cinta, awek curang o anything else...

but if related to my parent my heart may

cry even can't be seen...

mmg dah lumrah insan seperti itu...

sebenarnye ak ni takowt,....

if anything happen to my father

ak still not ready for anything that may came...

hopefully nothing happen....

entah le....

moge2 sumer selamat..

aminn

diri ku....

assalamualaikum....

erm...

ak ni xde la suke touching sangat

tp ak agak panas la aklu de orang suke bandingkan diriku ni ngan orang lain...

ak tau la ak ni xde la pandai sangat....

then ak ni sememamngnye bukan dak baek.....

bebende jahat sumer ak de buat(tp xde la setan besar nye keje)....

tekanan ak kalu de orang bandingkan ak....

then ri ni de plak nak tocher2....

ak x kisah...

coz ak tau ak ni mmg bukan dak pandai pownm....

tp entah le ....

sumetink wrong je ak rase....

tekanan3....

mmg la de org kate ak dah lulus...

nengade plak nak kate x elok....

tp buat diriku ak....

ak xley coz kalu deorg lain ley wat elok...

x kan ak xley....

ak pown human being gak....

x cacat(except rabun)

then ak skang ni ak rase diriku ak dah jauh dr landasan yg betol...

ak mudah hanyut....

naseb baek la ak ikowt usrah....

de gak ak terasa ak ni dah jauh melalut....

pe ke hal ntah diri ni...

tp yg penting sok ak balik ipowh...

nak jumpe ayah ak....

coz next week die g ijn...

hope xde la pe2 yg buruk jadi..

moge2 sumer slamat.....

aminn.....

naseb teman

Assalamualaikum....

erm...

pe ke naseb naseb la ak ri ni....

punye la semangat nak g jumpe membe seskolah dlu...

then sampai je bandar ganu..

tayar pancit...

then tolak la motor nak carik kedai....

last2 dah penat mencari jumpe...

skali xde pomen da...

die kate kalu nak kne wat sendrik...

so dgn muke terpakse ak ngan kwn bukak la sendrik....

then...

tetibe taukeh besar dtg....

skali die ckp die pown x reti....

naseb baek anak die yg darjah 5 tu ckap die pandai...

x yah la ak jadik tikus baiki labu...

then tunggu die buat...

ak naik sedey...

lambat siot....

then dah ak pown continue merayap...

cuak + naik meroyan

assalamualaikum...

ku bermadah lagi...

sok ak EOM

perghh...

x pernah ak setension ni...

ni sumer coz ak juz de +- 2 hari jew nak study...

reason????

malaz ak nak cter coz de slah ke n de pasal situation....

so wat x tau je la...

so ak tgh naik meroyan la kalu ak tension...

dah le ak nye event club pown still in chaotic condition lg...

hope everything is happen smoothly....

amin...

my fate

assalamalaikum....
erm....
cam ne ak nak start ni erk....
serius ak tertekan tahap dewa ni.....
before ni ak mmg dah tau yg ayah ak de complaint sakit dada...
but time g check...
doctor kate xde pe2....
cam biawak gak jadik doktor 5 tahun blaja pown xley tau hal ni....
hope my time not like that la,....
hal ni yg paling kritikal start malam tadi.....
time 2 ak juz nak call nak conformkan tentang sibling ayah ak nak datang umah jew...
then die lak g gerik de keje...
but somehow die cakap die kat spital n bgtau nak kne admit wad...
sok ak dah start cuak dah skit....
then ak ingat nak g mlm td gak....
tp ayah ak call cakap xpe la dlu....
then pepagi td ak g gerik (drive 2 jam pegi)
punye la terase jauh nak sampai...
then sesampai usya ayah ak dlu....
then mintak doc sane nak transfer epowh...
then dapat ....
pas 2 tunggu ambulance lak....
so mak follow naek ambulance...
ak pown drive balik ke epowh....
then ayah ak kne tahan kat emergency nak check up situation dlu....
lame gak....
so ptg ak balik la dlu kononnye nak kemas baju nak balik malam ni....
tp ak terpikir..
much better if ak satay...
so ak g tukar tiket balik mlm sok...
g mampos la eom 2....
then maghrib td ayah kne admit CCU(cardiac care unit kowt)
so kat situ situation die agak stabil la....
but still under monitoring situation...
so ak mlm ni ak mayb g tunggu ayah ak
then sok trun lagi...
hopefully he will be much better...
amin...
may ALLAH help me....

satio n celcomku....

assalamualaikum...
erm...
sudah hampir seminggu my beloved satio coma...
gilo ak dibuatnye...
bajet la...
it meant dah seminggu jugaklah my celcom x on...
malz nak tukar sim dah....
siot jew rase...
pe da kedai fon...
software probs pown susah nak wat ker...
de ke mintak seminggu...
ak dah nak balik wei....
so sok i will try to send to sony centre...
hopefully ley ar repair...
my satio will get better son...
arghhh....
so pade sesape nak contak ak...
sile call my maxis k...
pade yg x tau...
xyah call....
ha33
doa2 kanlah ak nye satio ak pulih seperti sedia kala...
amin...

malaz yang membawa padah

assalamualaikum...

erm...

tension ak...

ni sumer pasal sifat malaz nan menebal dalam diri...

punye la malaz nak on9 pkai latop...

so ak amik sim dalam modem ak...

ak cucuck dalam phone ak...

so tanpe rase bersalah ak pown on9 la....

dah le tgh malam.....

ngantok pown kunjung tiba....

ak pown shahid....

last2 sedar dah pagi....

tengok2 phone ngah on....

lupe nak tutop surf....

ayark....

overwhelmed phone ak.....

ak tutop la...

xpe rase bersalah....

cucuk balik sim ak...

then try la nak bukak ngan konfidennye....

try2 fon ak mmg dah shahid...

so ak lerk ar dlu..

kowt2 pas 2 die k...

then sampai malam pown die still cam 2...

so pown dgn sifat malaz nye wat x kisah dlu..

tp memikirkan dah dekat nak balik n phone 2 lame x on....

so ak pown merajinkan diri g gak anta repair...

ingatkan murah...

skali die kate ic phone rosak...

so ak pown ngan sedey nye tanye brape kne...

die pown cakap dalam 80inggit....

so ak pown merelakan lah..

sok ptg nak amik...

hopefully siap la....

aminn

pray for that my frenza

pulang beraye

assalamualaikum...

erm..

malam ni ak akan pulang ke rumah ku

ipowh...

then next day will go to my kg...selama...

hope all will smooth and a will had some fun

goodbye MAIDAM for a week

hari2 terakhir di bulan ramadan

assalamualaikum....

erm...

ri ni dah merupakan ari ke-3 last rmadan dan sebentar td ak baru shaja melaksanakan terawikh terakhirku...(untuk tahun ni k..insyalah)

erm...

cam sayu je rasenyer....

tahun ni ak dapat abizkan 8 juzuk jer.....

(at least k dr tahun lepas)

tp still not good enough....

entah kenape la hati ni cam rase sayu jer....

even raye dah dekat..

tp x rase meriah...

then ak rase ramadan tahun ni amalan ak still x cukup and i wasting it...

hopefully tahun depan dapat la jumpe ramadan lagi..

sok de pbl...

hope dapat la explain sumtink...

afterwards de lawatan kat spital..

ak kurang excited la bende2 cam ni..

ntah kenape ak pown x tau....

then malam ak balik ke rumah ku n next day balik ke kampung ak....

ipoh tomorrow im coming...

then selama next day i will coming....

Hari ini & Esok

assalamualaikum....

erm...

ri ni agak x menarik buat diriku....

dah le pepagi klaz prof pari...

dengan mate bengkakku ( ekoran tido lambat)

ak berusaha untuk mendengar serta memahmi lecture....

erm...

alhamdulilah..de la skit yg masuk dr habuk pown tadak...

then petang klaz dr tan...

lecturenye ak tewas sdkit walaupown telah cube sedaya upaya....

then ...

klaz paling borink of the day....

klas prof zubaidi n extension klas beliau...

pergh...

seksa ak tahan mata...

naseb x shahid...

then di akhir ptgnye...

extension klaz die....

gilew betol....

terasa bangsat + bodoh sgt jew ak ni...

de ke die mention ak golongan hampir fail...

ak tau la ak x cerdik...

tp jgn la downgrade ak cam 2...

hu33...

then tomorrow...

i got my seminar session lorh...

giler ar tajuk diabetus meletop.....

pe da...

asasnye mudah...

tp bile masuk cellular level..

cam siot jew...

x paham2...

kiok ak sok klu de yg mulut ringan + puake...

hopefully xde la......

doakan ak yerk...

aminnn

(p/s..ak nak balik nak berehat....

raye wei....ramai dah yg bg ucapan raye n siap de undangan ke rumah kowt..)