my fate

assalamalaikum....
erm....
cam ne ak nak start ni erk....
serius ak tertekan tahap dewa ni.....
before ni ak mmg dah tau yg ayah ak de complaint sakit dada...
but time g check...
doctor kate xde pe2....
cam biawak gak jadik doktor 5 tahun blaja pown xley tau hal ni....
hope my time not like that la,....
hal ni yg paling kritikal start malam tadi.....
time 2 ak juz nak call nak conformkan tentang sibling ayah ak nak datang umah jew...
then die lak g gerik de keje...
but somehow die cakap die kat spital n bgtau nak kne admit wad...
sok ak dah start cuak dah skit....
then ak ingat nak g mlm td gak....
tp ayah ak call cakap xpe la dlu....
then pepagi td ak g gerik (drive 2 jam pegi)
punye la terase jauh nak sampai...
then sesampai usya ayah ak dlu....
then mintak doc sane nak transfer epowh...
then dapat ....
pas 2 tunggu ambulance lak....
so mak follow naek ambulance...
ak pown drive balik ke epowh....
then ayah ak kne tahan kat emergency nak check up situation dlu....
lame gak....
so ptg ak balik la dlu kononnye nak kemas baju nak balik malam ni....
tp ak terpikir..
much better if ak satay...
so ak g tukar tiket balik mlm sok...
g mampos la eom 2....
then maghrib td ayah kne admit CCU(cardiac care unit kowt)
so kat situ situation die agak stabil la....
but still under monitoring situation...
so ak mlm ni ak mayb g tunggu ayah ak
then sok trun lagi...
hopefully he will be much better...
amin...
may ALLAH help me....