Saturday, January 1, 2011

me myself????

assalamualaikum....
erm...
senarnye saye juz nak story mory about my kekeliruan...
camni...
semenjak 2 tige menjak ni i dah involve in usrah..
and the thing got better n better from day 2 day..
so k la kan..
but now i got to be more confuse...
actually ak ni xde la budak baek..
even since my sek menengah time pown ak ni famous gak ngan kenakalan ak...
xde la jahat...
almaklumlah dok asrama parent x tau pasal ape ak wat
but 2 dlu....
then ak start change my habit skit demi skit....
senarnye ak folow usrah ni juz nak belajar ilmu agama jew n x lebey dr 2...
but now i feel like i had go much further than that....
buka ak x suke
but ak risaw ak juz jadik hangat2 taik kude padi jew....
bukan pew....
persekitaran ak kat umah n kat u very the different....
kengkawan ak kat sane mmg de pelbagai pe'el yg x dapat menjahanamkan ak kalu ak ikowt ssgt..
but they are my frenz....
kalu x ngan diorg ngan sape lg ak nak lepak...
so ak really dalam dilemma...
bukan ak balik its meant ak jadik setan...
but
bile ak balik ak nye perangai little bit differ la...
tp ak still melaksanakan pe yg wajib....
but kengkadang 2 byk wat bende2 lara....
ak agak susah hati la skang ni....
pe ak nak wat erk...
xpe2...
ak pk..
salam...

p/s de cadangan jgn malu2 nak kasi tau yerk...
but in blog only....
pade sape yg membace tolong jgn dibawa isu dlm blog ana keluar yerk....
salam

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