cinta @ perasaan o perasan????

erm.............
ak pown x sure pe ak nak tulis pasal bnde ni.....
nak ditelan mati mak, nak diluah mati bapak....
entoh ler.....

ntah npe la few day ni....
pale otak ak ting tong skit.....
ak senarnye dah set x nak couple until i finish my study.........
n till now it still be a success to me..........
but do no la y few day ni ak tersangkut balik dengan hal ni....

senarnye ak dah berjanji ngan somebody that we will not couple untill both of us finish our study........
n ak pown realy like that may..........
but not sure few day ni when i look at her fb.............
i become jelous.........
when i see a guys that always try to approach her....
ak pown x sure
betol ke ak jelous ni........
sebab x pernah ak rase jeles ngan dak laki lain....
even b4 this ak dah pernah couple(zaman jahil k.....)
ak x pernah nak de prasangka pe kat dak laki yg sembang walau ngan mesra with my gf@ex-gf...

yang lg menambahkan musykil ni....
ak bukan de pe2 special relationship ngan si dia bcoz both of us have promise 2 each other...
ak tetibe jd cam desperate....
ak pown tetibe jd x brape caye ngan die....
bukan takowt die tukar fikiran o what....
tp ak rase cam taku kehilangan jer....

arghhhhhhh............
y i feel like this heel feeling................

ya Allah tunjukkan ak jalan yg benar dalam menghadapi hal ni.......
jgn KAU pesongkan iman ku.....

erm pe2 je la.....
sakit jiwe mikir....