happy but risaw

assalamualaikum....

erm...

x tau nak cakap cam ne ni

ak tersangat happy ri ni...

coz finally after very2 long time ak dapat gak jumpe balik(dlm fb) ngan memembe skolah rendah ak

bayangkanlah setelah beberape dekat 2....

fuhhhh

mmg enjoy x terkate....

at least ak tau pe jadik ngan diorg....

terkenang kembali keindahan skolah rend

ah..

time2 ak kat histel zaman bebudak dlu...

lucu ses

angat

but...

pe yg merisawkan ak ialah...

ak x study pownm....

even EOM juz not around lgi dah...

slangkah kera je lagi kowt...

risaw plus2 ak ni....

giler ar...

ni last EOM 4 thiz sem lorh..

pas 2 nak kne study tuk final sem lak...

mampos ak.....

ya ALLAH..

bantuilah ak...

amin..

sign n symptom

assalamualaikum...

erm...

ri ni nak cter yg ak mengalami satu dz yg agak acute but critical...

ak dpt detect ak kne pnyakit ni apabila ak mengalami bbrape sn n sx....

1st....jerawat naik tanpe belas ehsan...

2nd...ak dah x dapat nak bersenang lenang...

3rd....ak dah x tau pe yg ak dah bace n belom...

4th...sumer ak dgr cam ak x pernah tau...

5th...bile de yg carik pasal tangan n kaki terase ringan...

6th...tido sampai ttgh malam tanpe de pekdah...

7th..ayat "mampos la ak" manjadi buah mulut harian...

8th...sedar x sedar mase cam lagi laju dr watson yambet @ usain bolt...

so...

diagnosis untuk penyakit ak ni...

eomtitis....

satu penyakit n acute dan merbahaya...

ubat...blom de yg bebetol efektif...

tetapi ley resolve selepas abiz nye virus eomistia.....

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

plezzzzzzzzzzz......

help meeeeeeeeeeee

my status.............

assalamualaikum.....

from now im declare my self as single n mingle....

about available...not conform yet.....

erm.....

luckily im not feel so sad but there a little...

ops not little but tooooo little....

because im had prepaired for this situation....

so now im free n free to do whateva i want...(even b4 pon dah free..he33)

so im glad with this n i accept it

aminn...

sucks...

baru je planning nak merehatkan badan serehatnyew....

skali pbl change dr kul 3 ke pkul 2...

terkejor2ran ak dibuatnyer....

tension2....

dah le pe yg ak patot present skit jew....

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

now...

going back to kota A.S.A.P

fikiranku....

assalamualaikum....

erm....

im very in the stressful mode now....

dah tinggal 2 mggu je lagi ari berkuliah...

ak x start pe2 lg utk revesion 4 da final...

giler ar....

1st time ni....

mampos ak nak cover time cuti nanti...

sure kelam kelibut ribut rambut dan berbut2 lagi....

ntah le...

hope i can perform my bez this time....

dlu ak x dapat study at least 4 ari coz tension ak involve in car crash....

very the tragic one lorh....

erm....

hopefully now...

there is no more big obstacle like that came seeing me anymore....

udah2 le bernaseb malang yob oiii....

so thiz time try perform ur double bez in order to pass la....

kalu de rezki more than that( mmg mengharap keng

kadang)

for thiz modul so far my study are smooth...

but unable to cover all la....

hope ak jawab kali ni n bukan tembak dgn penuh perasaan jew....

mayb modul 12 ri 2 ak nye obstacle is due to my father fall sick...

now he much better....

hope the condition will enhance toward +sitivity and resulting excelent health....

(cam exm lak kan)

ha333

x kisah la...

my blog, up to me la nak story mende pown...

kalu x baek x yah ade blog...

kan3333

erm sok klaz half day jew..

but it start early....

hope x ngantok la sok....

kalu x abiz burn ak nye lacture sok.....

(takowt ngantok tpi blogging tetengah malam ley....ish33)

selingan b4 tido kowt.....

so k la ...

that what i want to story mory today....

if i free again sure i tulis lagi punyer(dgn nada dafi buat utk tagline die AF dlu)

ha333

ngarot tol ak memalam ni...

ka la...

mr saufiq...had sweet dream, sweat awek@ bini and sweat live now n hereafter....

salam.....

ngantokkkkkkkkkkk

assalamualaikum....

jap lg kul 2 klas prof rahman...

tp ak dah ngantok ni....

kalu tido skang risow terbabas....

kalu juz klaz histopath jew xpe...

hu333

hope ak ley survive dlm klas jap lg....

still not enough...

assalamualaikum...

erm...

naper la bende ni menggusarkan ak sangat...

thiz is become everyday im keep older day by day n my teenage o young adult time

are gone behind n im keep reaching the

golden age n died....

so that the reason ak sesangat tension...

naper la idop ak as student not so

extravaganza...

ri ni ak kuar ngan classmate ak jenjalan

but that still not enough for my "kenangan mase mude"

im wanted sumting that could make me proud to story back to others..

even my child...

university life should be tremendous

bukan cam ni..

yg hanye buku + lepak bilik...

macam anak dare kowt....

arghhhhhhhhhh

hope sumting miricle could be happen.....

friday morning....

assalamualaikum...

erm....

bende ni cam keep cycling je dlam hidop ak...

when the of weekend jew cam xde makne...everytime my cuti came it meaningless...

nothing cool happen...

im tired already la ngan bende ni...

bangun sure lambat dah tido pown lambat...

then lepas mandi tgk je lecture o nak study..

sure ngantok dtg mengunjung...

tension siot...

kalu dah dtg ngantok 2 sure xyah study nanti buang mase n tenage jew...

then ngadap lappy...

ilang ngantok...

tgk balik lecture note o buku dtg balik ngantok...

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???????????????????

is there any solution about that...

now the worse thing i feel is...

blogginng is no longer freely to expose urself...

WTF la...

rugi je la ak berblog..

ak juz nak luahkan perasan jew kat sni...

bcoz this the bez places 4 that....

ayaaaaa....

susah loo ini macam...

my mind

in chaotic mode

kepale otak naik ting tong

assalamuailaikum...

erm lame gak ak mengomel kat blog ni....

almaklumlah bz memanjang....

serabut ak dibuatnyer....

gilow tension minggu ni...

kerja melambak xle ingat punyer...

pe da exco akedemik...

kalu nak suwoh wat note pown beragak la....

melambak kowt...

nak study utk dri sendrik pown x sempat...

should b diz week ak g epowh...

tp dek kerna keerja ni terpakse ak berkorban....

ak nak balik wooo....

dah melepas....

then ngan inter fakulti ni...

penat masuk jew...

last2 dapat satu jew pingat n 2 pown perak jew...

sok klaz but kul 3 ak still idop...

dok ngah siapkan kerja ak mention kat atas 2 la..

dah x larat dah wei...

but ptg td ak de terjumpe ex-schoolmate ak...

upenyer ade gak gak benun selain ak terlepas d UniSZA ni...

dasat2....

skang ni ak rase nak g merayap jejauh jew nak kasik ilang sumer tension ak....

tp pe kan daye time xde free lg...

xpe pas ni ak nak isi minyak moto pepenuh then nak g merayap tanpa arah jejauh...

kalik ilang sumer tension ak kat tgh jalan...

k...

that all....

aminnn

gilew pack nyew

assalamualaikum...

pergh makin ujung sem makin pack rase jadual ak...

ntah le naper la...

kang sem ni de lagi faktor penjahanam result ak....

diz week mayb ak trun ipowh utk konvensyen anak perak

then next week dgr cter kne g langkawi plak

program ngan mpp...

gilow abiz duit n mase ak....

dah le banyak x study....

this week sibuk ngan pbl n kerje dr exco akademik...

ak rase macam 24 diberi pada setiap aku cam x cukup jew....

naper erk....

tp org laen cam cukup jew...

ak dah habis maximise kan dah sumer mase bg memenuhi segale kehendak xtvt harian ak

tp still x cukup...

kan bez kalu dapat balik zaman skolah....

cam melambak2 mase ak de....

b4 diz ak terbayang idop sebagai budak u yg really enjoy n x de byk kne study

tp sedar x sedar ak dah tergolong dalam mamat hampir nurd

yg hari2 nye hanya buku n study

even ak de gak masukkan sumtink else bg menceriakan hari ak

tp still not enough...

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

then ak nak try carik solution...

...study group.....

tp still can't coz ak ni plik dr org...

so pemikiran ak yg berbeda ni menyebabkan ak x ley masuk ngan org lain...

arghhhh susah gilew kalu cam ni.....

ak kalu juz jd pendengar n x tau pe plak yg diceritakan

sure ak rase ak ni ba****g jew n byk x study....

penat2 hidop cam ni.....

dah le kalu time keje nanti pown susah.....

ohh GOD plez show me some solution....

damn bored

assalamualaikum....

erm....

what a sucks of life i feel now....

ntah le...

boring gile rase nye hidop university ak...

sepatutnye this the time kite collect memory...

tp ak cam xde pe2 pown...

ari2 buat bende yg same...

keep repeating from day by day....

its true as student i should study...

for me is no doubt about that...

tp nak gak enjoy but not la all the time...

tp masalahnye hidop ak skang ni even once pown susah nak rase the enjoy time...

tension....

mmg betol kat trganu ni xde pe2 tpt utk lepak di bandaraya die..

tp that not the point...

ak rase cam nak lari jew dr sni...

carik memembe lame ak balik utk g nikmati hidop remaje ak...

nak kate selalu study pown xde la sgt..

result ttp @Y$*6(^((%*698....

so pe lg faktor nye....

so now im hoping that there is an enviroment that support me to create my campus life colourful..

hopefully....

aminn

hari selasa ku...

assalamualaikum....

hari ini hari selase...

pown xde yg special + extravaganza...

tp ri ni....

ayah ak g ijn.....

then pas maghrib tadi ak call ayah ak...

then die cakap cam not so serius...

tp next 19 die kne g ijn balik utk...

undergoes some procedure of intubation through artery( ye kew term 2)

arghh..bedal jew..

he3

kalu serius dr kate kne wat balloning angioplastic....

nak tau pe 2 a

goggle la...

ha33

k la

that all....

haish....

assalamualaikum....

erm....

what to story erk....

erm....

ak pown x tau...

ri ni cam xde bende menarik jew....

jadual ri ni smmgnye boring

pagi g klaz...

then ptg kuar jog...

mlm g library...

that all...

what a sucks of life...

but the good thing is im still can breath and live in this world...

erm....

so tomorrow(its meant today la according to time)

my beloved father will go to IJN for an appointment

coz of hypotension yg die dpt ri 2...

hopefully nothing serious happen or even no at all...

hermmmm

moge2 la yerk...

now ak ngah blogging kat bili 24 jam kat library kota...

very bez this place

so peaceful and cold(de air-cond kowt)....

lgpown kalu dok bilik main jew....

sini on9 pown laju...

mmg puas hati....

but yg x syok nyer...

ak nak study...

tp bukak je buku n note...

everything is very dull n bored...

im just like losing my mind to study...

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

hope i can really3 prepair for my last EOM for this sem...

hati lelaki

assalamualaikum...

sumer org tgk lelaki pada dasarnye adalah satu golongan yg diciptakan kasar...

namun pada dasarnya mereka juge berhati lembut kerna mereka juga insan biasa...

begitu juga lah dgn ak....

bukan nak kate ak bapok..(PAHAM)

tp ak x tau la kenape...

semenjak ayah ak sakit ni...

ak rase cam pilu jer bile terkenang tentang 2...

ak x kisah kalu putus cinta, awek curang o anything else...

but if related to my parent my heart may

cry even can't be seen...

mmg dah lumrah insan seperti itu...

sebenarnye ak ni takowt,....

if anything happen to my father

ak still not ready for anything that may came...

hopefully nothing happen....

entah le....

moge2 sumer selamat..

aminn